Thanks everyone for the messages/comments.
I really appreciate it. I’m trying to stay positive about it. One day all of those clothes will be too big for me again. I’m going to cut up the ones that do fit me into tank tops and shorts of various lengths, and not take it so seriously. it’s fine. I am going on a 2 mile walk/jog today, its gorgeous out, cant wait to get out there again! I am not going to make it to the 10...
really upset right now
i decided to clean my closet out and get rid of some clothes and also see whats wearable and now im sitting on my floor sobbing nothing fits me, im hideous. i want to throw it all out and never leave my bed.
Next year I'll thank myself for not quitting now.