ciao, sei molto bella

Hey all, here is a picture of me post run. :)
left my partner in the dust!

cut some of my old jeans that ripped due to fat leg friction into shorts. :)
one pair is way too short, but maybe with tights.

i don’t really have enough confidence to wear shorts yet but exposure is good. im going to wear them around the house today. time to get comfortable in my own skin! :)

these don’t make my bum look good though, bummer! haha

OKAY. I’ve been very hesitant to post this, but it is my weight loss blog, so here goes!

This is my new goal shirt. I almost fit into my other one, but i would almost consider this my first ultimate goal shirt.
Its very small, as you can see my stomach is totally busting out of it, its really tight in the bust, and in the hips it rides up.

I have a problem with button up shirts because my hips are 12-16 inches bigger than my waist/bust, always. I am very pear shaped. By the time it fits my hips, it’ll be too big on the waist, but the point is i really want to be able to put it on and wear it and have no bulging belly and stuff. This was a gift from a friend and i would love to be able to see him and wear it and have it fit me nicely. :)

On the plus side, the last time i tried this shirt on in january, it was so tight on the arms, i could only button one button up- the one by the neck! haha so its already improved.

This shirt is a medium, i believe.

This is me at 204 lbs

i look forward to being back there.:)

[all the better if i can find that scarf, i say!]

back then, i didnt have the confidence to wear this outside my room.

maybe this shirt fits perfect now!

will try it on tomorrow

Here is my Goal Shirt that you’ve already seen. I’m getting closer and closer to being able to actually wear it as a regular shirt!
Still have 10 days before i shove this over my head again, so you won’t see this shirt again, in case these photos were annoying. I’ve got a little ways to go but it’s still going well.

ps. those jeans in my past 3 photos, they were in my closet for a long time, they’re my size[18] but i couldn’t fit into them, they were too small. Now, they are falling off me. I’m still size 18, but its a baby step progress all the same.

Here’s that shirt from the side. It’s not clinging to my fat so thats a good sign, haha. I am really excited about this. I tried this shirt on and i couldn’t even take a before picture i was so embarrassed about how small it was.

[ my room looks a mess but its my guinea pig cage, i have 2! and my 5 bookshelves]

This is goal shirt number 2. It’s a size large from old navy, just like the other one. It’s so closer to fitting. I used to wear an xxl from old navy a month ago. An XL was too small for me. And i can almost wear a large.
:’)